My name is Yusuf Estes now, but in years past my friends used
to call me Skip. I have preached Christianity and worked in the entertainment
and music industry since I was a boy in the 1950's. My father and I
have established music stores, TV and radio programs and outdoor entertainment
for fun (and profit). I was a music minister and even used a pony ride
and entertained the children as "Skippy the Clown."
I have served as Delegate to the United Nations Peace Conference for
Religious Leaders. Now I am a retired former Muslim Chaplain for United
States Bureau of Prisons, Washington, DC. and I join alongside many
American Muslims, working with Muslim student and youth organizations
as well as schools for Muslim children. As such, I travel around the
entire world lecturing and sharing the message of the Christ of the
Quran in Islam. We hold dialogs and discussion groups with all faiths
and enjoy the opportunity to work alongside rabbis, ministers, preachers
and priests everywhere. Some of our work is in the institutional area,
military, universities and prisons. Primarily our goal is to educate
and communicate the correct message of Islam and who the Muslims really
are. Although Islam has grown now to nearly tie Christianity as the
largest of religions on earth, we see many of those who claim Islam
as Muslims, that do not correctly understand nor properly represent
the message of "Peace, Surrender and Obedience to God"
[Arabic = 'Islam']
me, I am afraid that I got a bit ahead of myself. I was trying to give
a bit of background of our work perhaps to see if it would in anyway
benefit those who may being going through what I experienced while trying
to resolve some of the issues of Christianity.
How It Happened
This may seem quite strange, while we perhaps may share a few different
perspectives and concepts of God, Jesus, prophethood, sin and salvation.
But you see, at one time I was in the same boat as many folks are today.
Really, I was. Let me explain.
Born A Strong Christian
I was born into a very strong Christian family in the Midwest. Our family
and their ancestors not only built the churches and schools across this
land, but actually were the same ones who came here in the first place.
While I was still in elementary we relocated in Houston, Texas in 1949
(I'm old). We attended church regularly and I was baptized at the age
of 12 in Pasadena, Texas. As a teenager, I wanted to visit other churches
to learn more of their teachings and beliefs. The Baptists, Methodists,
Episcopalians, Charismatic movements, Nazarene, Church of Christ, Church
of God, Church of God in Christ, Full Gospel, Agape, Catholic, Presbyterian
and many more. I developed quite a thirst for the "Gospel" or as we
say; "Good News." My research into religion did not stop with Christianity.
Not at all. Hinduism, Judaism, Buddhism, Metaphysics, native American
beliefs were all a part of my studies. Just about the only one that
I did not look into seriously was "Islam". Why? Good question.
Anyway, I became very interested in different types of music, especially
Gospel and Classical. Because my whole family was religious and musical
it followed that I too would begin my studies in both areas. All this
set me for the logical position of Music Minister in many of the churches
that I became affiliated with over the years. I started teaching keyboard
instruments in 1960 and by 1963 owned my own studios in Laurel, Maryland,
called "Estes Music Studios."
Business Projects In Texas, Oklahoma and Florida
Over the next 30 years my father and I worked together in many business
projects. We had entertainment programs, shows and attractions. We opened
piano and organ stores all the way from Texas and Oklahoma to Florida.
We had earned millions of dollars during those years, but could not
find the peace of mind that can only come through knowing the truth
and finding the real plan of salvation. I'm sure you have asked yourself
the question; "Why did God create me?" or
"What is it that God wants me to do?" or "Exactly
who is God, anyway?" "Why do we believe in 'original sin?"
and "Why would the sons of Adam be forced to accept his
'sins' and then as a result be punished forever." But
if you asked anyone these questions, they would probably tell you that
you have to believe without asking, or that it is a 'mystery'
and you shouldn't ask - "Just have faith, brother."
Strangely enough, the word "Trinity" is not in the Bible. And it has
been a concern for religious scholars as early as 200 years after Jesus
was raised up by Almighty God. I would ask preachers or ministers to
give me some sort of an idea how 'one' could figure out to become 'three'
or how God Himself, Who can do anything He Wills to do, cannot just
forgive people's sins, but rather and had to become a man, come down
on earth, be a human, and then take on the sins of all people; keeping
in mind that all along He is still God of the whole universe and does
as He Wills to do, both in and outside of the universe as we know it.
They never seemed to be able to come up with anything other than opinions
or strange analogies.
Father - Ordained Non-Denominational Minister
My father was very active in supporting church work, especially church
school programs. He became and ordained minister in the 1970s. He and
his wife (my stepmother) knew many of the TV evangelists and preachers
and even visited Oral Roberts and helped in the building of the "Prayer
Tower" in Tulsa, OK. They also were strong supporters of Jimmy Swaggart,
Jim and Tammy Fae Bakker, Jerry Fallwell, John Haggi and the biggest
enemy to Islam in America, Pat Robertson.
Distributing "Praise" Tapes for Jesus
During the early 1980's my Dad and his wife worked together and were
most active in recording "Praise" tapes and distributing them for free
to people in retirement homes, hospitals and homes for the elderly.
We were really "winning souls to the Lord - for Jesus"
day after day.
Met A Man From Egypt
It was early in 1991 when my father began doing business with a man
from Egypt and told me that he wanted me to meet him. This idea appealed
to me when I thought about the idea of having an international flavor.
You know, the pyramids, sphinx, Nile River and all that.
He Was A "Mozlem"
Hijackers; Kidnappers; Bombers, Terrorists - and who knows
Then my father mentioned that this man was a 'Moslem.' First, I
hated the idea of meeting an "infidel, hijacker, kidnapper, bomber,
terrorist, non-believer." Any normal person would be repulsed at the
idea. I couldn't believe my ears. A 'Moslem?' No way! I reminded my
dad of the various different things that we had heard about these people.
Lies Against Muslims & Islam - They Told Us, Muslims:
- D don't even believe in God
- They worship a black box in the
- And They kiss the ground
five times a day.
No Way! I Did Not Want to Meet Him!
I did not want to meet this 'Moslem' man. No way! My father insisted
that I meet him and reassured me that he was a very nice person. This
was too much for me. Especially since the evangelists that we used to
travel around with all hated Muslims and Islam very much. They even
said things that were not true to make people afraid of Islam. So, why
would I want anything to do with these people?
Idea - "Change Him To Christian"
Then an idea came to me, "We can change this man to Christian." So,
I gave in and agreed to the meeting. But on my terms.
Met Him With A Bible, Cross and Cap with "Jesus Is Lord!"
I agreed to meet him on a Sunday after church so we would be all prayed
up and in good standing with the Lord. I would be carrying my Bible
under my arm as usual. I would have my big shiny cross dangling and
I would have on my cap which says: "Jesus is Lord" right across the
front. My wife and two young daughters came along and we were ready
for our first encounter with the 'Moslems.'
Where Is He?
When I came into the shop and asked my father where the 'Moslem' was,
he pointed and said: "He's right over there."
I was confused. That couldn't be the Moslem. No way.
Turban & Beard?
I'm looking for a huge man with flowing robes, a big turban on his head,
a beard half way down his shirt and eyebrows that go all the way across
his forehead with a sword or a bomb under his coat.
No Turban - No Beard - [No Hair at All!]
This man had no beard. In fact, he didn't even have any hair on his
head at all. He was nearly bald. Best of all, he was very pleasant with
a warm welcome and handshake. This didn't make sense. I thought they
are terrorists and bombers. What is this all about?
He Needs Jesus
Never mind. I'll get right to work on this guy. He needs to be 'saved'
in the 'Name of Jesus' and me and the Lord are going to do it.
Introduction & Interrogation
After a quick introduction, I asked him:
"Do you believe in God?"
"Yes." - (Good!)
Then I said:
"Do you believe in Adam and Eve?"
"Yes." - (Very Good!)
said: "What about Abraham? You believe in him
and how he tried to sacrifice his son for God?"
"What about Moses?"
"Parting the Red Sea?"
Again he said:
"Yes." - (Better
"What about the other prophets, David, Solomon and John the Baptist?"
"Do you believe in the Bible?"
Again, he said:
"Yes." - (OK!)
So, now it was time for the
"Do you believe in Jesus? That he was the Messiah
(Christ) of God?"
Again the said:
Well now - "This
was going to be easier than I had thought."
He was just about ready to be baptized only he didn't know
And I was just the one to do it, too.
Shocking Knowledge - Muslims Believe in the Bible?
One day in the Spring of 1991, I came to know that the Muslims believed
in the Bible. I was shocked. How could this be? But that's not all,
they believe in Jesus as:
* A true messenger of God;
* Prophet of God;
* Miracle birth without human intervention;
* He was the 'Christ' or Messiah as predicted in the Bible;
* He is with God now and most important;
* He will be coming back in the Last Days to lead the believers against
"winning souls to the Lord for Jesus" day
after day, this would be a big achievement for me, to catch one of these
'Moslems' and 'convert' him to Christianity.
Cup of Tea - Discuss Beliefs
I asked him if he liked tea and he said he did. So off we went to a
little shop in the mall to sit and talk about my favorite subject: Beliefs.
While we sat in that little coffee shop for hours talking
(I did most of the talking) I came to know that he was very nice, quiet
and even a bit shy. He listened attentively to every word that I had
to say and did not interrupt even one time. I liked this man's way and
thought that he had definite potential to become a good Christian. -
Little did I know the course of events about to unravel in front of
Agreed to Do Business
First of all, I agreed with my father that we should do business with
this man and even encouraged the idea of him traveling along with me
on my business trips across the northern part of Texas. Day after day
we would ride together and discuss various issues pertaining to different
beliefs that people have. And along the way, I could of course interject
some of my favorite radio programs of worship and praise to help bring
the message to this poor individual. We talked about the concept of
God; the meaning of life; the purpose of creation; the prophets and
their mission and how God reveals His Will to mankind. We also shared
a lot of personal experiences and ideas as well.
Moved to Our Home
One day I came to know that my friend Mohamed was going to move out
of the home he have been sharing with a friend of his and was going
to be living in the mosque for a time. I went to my dad and asked him
if we could invite Mohamed to come out to our big home in the country
and stay there with us. After all, he could share some of the work and
some expenses and he would be right there when we were ready to go to
out traveling around. My father agreed and Mohamed moved in.
Continued Ministry & Preaching
Of course I still would find time to visit my fellow preachers and evangelists
around the state of Texas. One of them lived on the Texas -- Mexico
border and another lived near lived Oklahoma border. One preacher liked
to a huge wooden cross that was bigger than a car. He would carry it
over his shoulder and drag the bottom on the ground and go down the
road or freeway hauling these two beams formed in the shape of a cross.
People would stop their cars and come over to him and ask him what was
going on and he would give them pamphlets and booklets on Christianity.
Preacher Has Heart Attack
One day my friend with the cross had a heart attack and had to go to
the Veterans Hospital where he stayed for quite a long while. I used
to visit him in the hospital several times a week and I would take Mohamed
with me with the hopes that we could all share together in the subject
of beliefs and religions. My friend was not very impressed and it was
obvious that he did not want to know anything about Islam. Then one
day a man who was sharing the room with my friend came rolling into
the room in his wheelchair. I went to him and asked him his name and
he said that it didn't matter and when I asked him where he was from
he said he was from the planet Jupiter. I thought about what he said
and then began to wonder if I was in the cardiac ward or the mental
Man in Wheelchair - Needed the Lord
I knew the man was lonely and depressed and needed someone in his life.
So, I began to 'witness' to him about the Lord. I read to him out of
the book of Jonah in the Old Testament. I shared the story of the prophet
Jonah who had been sent by the Lord to call his people to the correct
way. Jonah had left his people and escaped by boat to leave his city
and head out to sea. A storm came up and the ship almost capsized and
the people on board threw Jonah over the side of the ship. A whale came
up to the surface and grabbed Jonah, swallowed him and then went down
to the bottom of the sea, where he stayed for 3 days and 3 nights. Yet
because of God's Mercy, He caused the whale to rise to the surface and
then spit Jonah out to return back home safely to his city of Nineveh.
And the idea was that we can't really run away from our problems because
we always know what we have done. And what is more, God also always
knows what we have done.
After sharing this story with the man in the wheel chair, he looked
up and me and apologized. He told me he was sorry for his rude behavior
and that he had experienced some real serious problems recently. Then
he said that he wanted to confess something to me. And I said that I
was not a Catholic priest and I don't handle confessions. He replied
back to me that he knew that. In fact, he said: "I am a
I was shocked. Here I had been trying to preach Christianity to a priest.
What in the world was happening here?
Priest in Latin America
The priest began to share his story of being a missionary for the church
for over 12 years to south and Central America and Mexico and even in
New York's 'Hell's Kitchen.' When he was released from the hospital
he needed a place to go to recover and rather than let him go to stay
with a Catholic family, I told my dad that we should invite him to come
out and live with us in the country along with our families and Mohamed.
It was agreed by all that he would so, he moved out right away.
Priests Must Study ISLAM? - YES!
During the trip out to our home, I talked with the priest about some
of the concepts of beliefs in Islam and to my surprise he agreed and
then shared even more about this with me. I was shocked when he told
me that Catholic priests actually study Islam and some even carry doctors
degrees in this subject. This was all very enlightening to me. But there
was still a lot more to come.
Different Versions of the Bible
After settling in, we all began to gather around the kitchen table after
dinner every night to discuss religion. My father would bring his King
James Version of the Bible, I would bring out my Revised
Standard Version of the Bible, my wife had another version
of the Bible (maybe something like Jimmy Swaggart's 'Good
News For Modern Man." The priest of course, had the Catholic
Bible which has 7 more books in it that the Protestant
Bible. So we spent more time talking about which Bible
was the right one or the most correct one, than we did trying to convince
Mohamed about becoming a Christian.
Quran Has Only ONE Version - In Arabic - And Still Exists
At one point I recall asking him about the Quran and how many versions
of it there were in the last 1,400 years. He told me that there was
only ONE QURAN. And that it had never been changed. Yet he let me know
that the Quran had been memorized by hundreds of thousands of people,
in it's entirety and were scattered about the earth in many different
countries. Over the centuries since the Quran was revealed millions
have memorized it completely and have taught it to others who have memorized
it completely, from cover to cover, letter perfect without mistakes.
Today, over 9 million Muslims have memorized the entire Quran from cover
How Could This Be?
This did not seem possible to me. After all, the original languages
of the Bible have all been dead languages for centuries and the documents
themselves have been lost in their originals for hundreds and thousands
of years. So, how could it be that something like this could be so easy
to preserve and to recite from cover to cover.
Priest Goes to the Mosque
Anyway, one day the priest asked the Mohamed if he might accompany him
to the mosque to see what it was like there. They came back talking
about their experience there and we could not wait to ask the priest
what it was like and what all types of ceremonies they performed. He
said they didn't really 'do' anything. They just came and prayed and
left. I said: "They left? Without any speeches or singing?" He said
that was right.
Priest Enters Islam!
A few more days went by and the Catholic priest asked Mohamed if he
might join him again for a trip to the mosque which they did. But this
time it was different. They did not come back for a very long time.
It became dark and we worried that something might have happened to
them. Finally they arrived and when they came in the door I immediately
recognized Mohamed, but who was this alongside of him? Someone wearing
a white robe and a white cap. Hold on a minute! It was the priest. I
said to him: "Pete? -- Did you become a 'Moslem?'
He said that he had entered into Islam that very day. THE PRIEST BECAME
A MUSLIM!! What next? (You'll see).
My Wife Announces Her Islam!
So, I went upstairs to think things over a bit and began to talk to
my wife about the whole subject. She then told me that she too was going
to enter into Islam, because she knew it was the truth.
I was really shocked now. I went downstairs and woke up Mohamed and
asked him to come outside with me for a discussion. We walked and talked
that whole night through.
Truth Had Come!
By the time he was ready to pray Fajr (the morning prayer of the Muslims)
I knew that the truth had come at last and now it was up to me to do
my part. I went out back behind my father's house and found an old piece
of plywood lying under an overhang and right there I put my head down
on the ground facing the direction that the Muslims pray five times
Guide Me! O God! Guide Me!
Now then in that position, with my body stretched out on the plywood
and my head on the ground, I asked: "O God. If you are there, guide
me, guide me."
Sign Inside of Me
And then after a while I raised up my head and I noticed something.
No, I didn't see birds or angels coming out of the sky nor did I hear
voices or music, nor did I see bright lights and flashes. What I did
notice was a change inside of me. I was aware now more than ever before
that it was time for me to stop any lying and doing anything sneaky.
It was time that I really work at being an honest and upright man. I
knew now what I had to do.
Wash Away the "OLD"
So I went upstairs and took a shower with the distinct idea that I was
'washing' away the sinful old person that I had become over the years.
And I was now coming into a new, fresh life. A life based on truth and
- And Become New!
Around 11:00 A.M. that morning, I stood before two witnesses, one the
ex-priest, formerly known as Father Peter Jacobs, and the other Mohamed
Abel Rehman and announced my 'shahadah' (open testimony to the Oneness
of God and the prophethood of Muhammad, peace be upon him).
"I bear witness, there is no deity to worship, except
Almighty Allah, alone and He has no partners and I bear witness that
Mohammad is His messenger and servant."
My Wife Was Next
A few minutes later, my wife follow along and gave the same testimony.
But hers was in front of 3 witnesses (me being the third).
Then My Father
My father was a bit more reserved on the subject and waited a few more
months before he made his shahadah (public testimony). But he did finally
commit to Islam and began offering prayers right along with me and the
other Muslims in the local masjid (mosque).
The children were taken out of the Christian school and placed in Muslim
schools. And now ten years later, they are memorizing much of the Quran
and the teachings of Islam.
Father's Wife (Stepmother) Next
My father's wife finally acknowledged, before she died, that Jesus could
not be a son of God and that he must have been a mighty prophet of God,
but not God. She passed away within a few months of this statement at
age 86. May Allah accept her statement of faith, ameen.
Houseful of New Muslims - What's Next?
Now stop and think. A whole entire household of people from varying
backgrounds and ethnic groups coming together in truth to learn how
to know and worship the Creator and Sustainer of the Universe. Think.
A Catholic priest; a minister of music and preacher of the Gospel; an
ordained minister and builder of Christian schools; and the children,
even a great-grandmother - they all come into Islam!
His Mercy and Guidance
Only by His Mercy were we all guided to see the real truth of Islam,
by removing the coverings over our ears and the blinders on our eyes,
no longer having seals over our hearts - He was Guiding us now.
Amazing Story - Family and Friends Entering Islam - From
If I were to stop right here, I'm sure that you would have
to admit that at least, this is an amazing story, right? After all,
three religious leaders of three separate denominations all going into
one very opposite belief at the same time and then soon after the rest
of the household.
More? - Yes! Baptist Seminary Student Reads Quran - Accepts
But that is not all. There is more! The same year, while I was in Grand
Prairie, Texas (near Dallas) I met a Baptist seminary student from Tennessee
named Joe, who also came to Islam after reading the Holy Quran while
in BAPTIST SEMINARY COLLEGE!
More? Yes. Catholic Priest Loves Islam - But Needs His Job!
There are others as well. I recall the case of the Catholic priest in
a college town who talked about the good things in Islam so much that
I was forced to ask him why he didn't enter Islam. He replied: "What?
And loose my job?" - His name is Father John and we still
pray for Allah to Guide Him.
Another Catholic Priest Makes Shahadah
The very next year I met a former Catholic priest who had been a missionary
for 8 years in Africa. He learned about Islam while he was there and
entered into Islam. He then changed his name to Omar and moved to Dallas
Any more? Again - Yes! Orthodox Arch Bishop leaves
church for Islam
Two years later, while in San Antonio, Texas I was introduced to a former
Arch Bishop of the Orthodox Church of Russia who learned about Islam
and gave up his position to enter Islam.
Daughter of Hindu Pundit (Religious Leader) - Accepts Islam
- Helping thousands to Islam
I met a woman in New York who wanted to make our CDs about "What Is
Islam?" After giving her permission several years ago, I have learned
she has produced and distributed over 600 thousand of these to the non-Muslims
in America. May Allah reward her and keep her strong in her efforts,
Hundreds - Thousands - Still Coming
And since my own entrance into Islam and becoming a chaplain to the
Muslims throughout the country and around the world, I have encountered
many more individuals who were leaders, teachers and scholars in other
religions who learned about Islam and entered into it. They came from
Hindus, Jews, Catholics, Protestants, Jehovah's Witnesses, Greek and
Russian Orthodox, Coptic Christians from Egypt, non-denominational churches
and even scientists who had been atheists.
Why? Good question.
The combination always seems to be the same; people are sincerely seeking
the truth and are willing to put their different prejudices and biases
out of their minds and begin to ask God for His Guidance in their lives.
now you have the introduction to the story of my coming into Islam and
becoming Muslim. There is more on the Internet about this story and
there are more pictures there as well. Please take the time to visit
it and then please take the time to email me and let us come together
to share in all truths based on proofs for understanding our origins
and our purpose and goals in this life and the Next Life.
9 Steps to Purify the Heart
May I suggest to the seeker of truth do the following NINE STEPS to
purification of the heart?
- Clean - your mind, your heart
& soul - remove all prejudices & biases.
- Thank God - for what you have
- every moment of every day.
- Read - a good translation of
the meaning of the Holy Quran in a language that they can understand
- Reflect on the meanings & consider the bounties
of your Lord.
- Seek - Forgiveness From God & Learn
to Forgive others.
- Ask - in your heart for Guidance from Above.
- Open - your heart and mind.
- Continue - to do this up for a few months. And
be regular in it.
- Avoid - the poison of evil while your heart
is opening for the "rebirth of your soul."
Remember: Clean; Thank; Read; Reflect - then:
"Seek, and ye shall find. Ask, and it shall be given thee. Knock,
and it shall be opened."
Then: Continue & Avoid
The rest is between you and the Almighty Lord of
the Universe. If you truly love Him, then He already Knows it and
He will deal with each of us according to our hearts.
Now as I promised here are the answers to the questions many have
asked me connected with my choice of Islam:
1. "How could you have turned your back on the perfect plan of
salvation of Jesus Christ on the cross for you sins?"
Answer: Your question implies you have not considered the similarities
and teachings of the Bible and the Quran.
"ISLAM" means - "Surrender, submit and obey your Lord in sincerity
and peace." Whoever is trying to do this, is a "MUSLIM." If someone
believes in Almighty God as One God and One Lord and wants to commit
their life to serving Him and obeying His Commandments, then that
person will be in the right way and they will be "saved" according
to God's Mercy. No one can take the sins of another and the guilty
must stand accused for what they have done. It will be up to Almighty
God to Forgive or Punish according to His Judgment on that Day.
According to the remains of the translations of the Bible [see:
A Closer Look"] Jesus, peace be upon him, did not preach a message
of salvation by worshipping him. This was something added later
by Saul (who later became Paul). We find clear statements indicating
salvation would come only through acknowledging Almighty God as
One God and worshipping Him with all the heart, mind and strength.
Jesus, peace be upon him, taught his followers to worship "My God
and your God, My Lord and your Lord."
Again, according to the remains of the English translation of
the Bible, we see the one on the cross crying out a very blasphemous
statement, "Eli! Eli! Lama sabachthani?" (Which being
translated means, "My God! My God! Why have you forsaken me?") This
statement on the cross clearly indicates the one on the cross is
not pleased with the situation nor does he consider it right or
just. Therefore, one would have to conclude this was not something
Jesus approved of nor did he accept, or else someone else was on
the cross in his place. Either way you look at it, the one on the
cross did not accept this as a plan of salvation.
The Quran is absolutely in agreement with these teachings and
Muslims do worship the same God and Lord of Jesus, Moses, Abraham
and Adam, peace be upon them all. The Quran states in many places,
no one will be taken to task for the sins of another, nor can anyone
carry the burden of another. We will all be on our own on that Day.
And I ask Allah to have Mercy and Forgiveness for all those who
believe in Him, ameen.
I consider that I have not left the teachings of Jesus Christ,
peace be upon him. On the contrary, I feel much closer to Jesus,
peace be upon him, and I look forward to His return on earth more
than ever before. Now I am worshipping the same God he worships
and I serve the same Lord he serves, in the very same way he does.
Jesus prayed to Almighty God and taught his followers to do the
same. I am simply doing what he commanded to the best of my ability
and ask Almighty God to accept it.
2. "Do you consider you were really "saved" and that you had in
fact, been "born again?"
Answer: The Baptists have a statement, "Once saved, always saved."
I asked one of them about this and he agreed it was true. Then I
mentioned at one time I had become a Baptist (in my teen years)
but now I was a Muslim. I had also been "saved" and baptized at
the age of 12. I had accepted the very statement of Jesus being
the way, the light and the truth and no man coming on to the Father
except by him. I understood these statements to mean I must follow
Jesus and his teachings. Therefore, I read the Bible for myself
and did not let others tell me what to think about what I was reading.
The Bible states that Jesus prayed for salvation for himself
in the garden of Gethsemane in this way, "Let this cup
pass from me, even so, Thy Will be done." This prayer
was repeated by Jesus, peace be upon him, a number of times and
it is mentioned in more than one Gospel. Yet, according to Biblical
accounts, the cup did not pass from him and his prayers were NOT
ANSWERED. Islam teaches us his prayers were answered and he did
not have to endure the cruel treatment and death on the cross, but
rather he was taken up while still alive and is with Almighty God
even now and ready to return in the Last Days to bring victory to
Additionally, we find Jesus, peace be upon him, teaching his
disciples to pray like this, "Our Father in Heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy Will be done on earth
as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive
us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. Lead
us not into temptation, but deliver us from all evil. For Thine
is the Kingdom and the Power and Glory, forever and ever, ameen."
Every Muslim I have met accepts every single word of this pray with
the exception of calling "Allah" our "Father." Muslims consider
it better to call on Almighty God by His Names, which we do consider
to be "Hallowed."
3. "How did your family respond to your conversion?"
Answer: This is always difficult for families to adjust to and
it usually takes time. My family was no exception. Although my wife,
children entered into Islam and eventually my father came to declare
Islam to be the way of salvation for himself, still my own mother
and many others in my family resented our going to Islam at first.
Eventually, things became more normalized and we do stay in touch,
although they are all still very much involved in Christianity.
Allah promises to test those who declare their faith in Him with
many types of difficulties and family is one of those mentioned
as a test in the Quran. I do pray for them and ask Allah to guide
them to the very best in this life and the very best in the Next
Life. But it is up to Allah if He wants them to be in Submission
to Him (Islam means, submission to Allah) or not.
4. "How about your congregation? What did they say?"
Answer: I never had my own church. I was a music minister in
the Church of God (Anderson, Indiana branch) in Texas and did my
preaching to businessmen and informal gatherings. Those who knew
me for the most part did not object and some even came to Islam,
but there were a few who felt very upset and accused me of "Turing
my back on Jesus, peace be upon him." No matter what I tried to
say or do, these particular individuals would not listen nor did
they want to learn anything about Islam.
"Did you experience a lot of difficulties in changing religions?"
Answer: Certainly anyone who wants to consider Islam in these
times, just as in times gone by, will have to recognize there will
be certain difficulties and tests along the way. The followers of
Jesus, peace be upon him, were highly criticized and persecuted
even until death (read what Paul said he used to do to them in the
Bible; Book of Acts of the Apostles). Those who followed Muhammad,
peace be upon him, suffered at the hands of their very own tribes,
yet they were determined to continue to worship Almighty God Alone,
without partners and submit to His Will.
The biggest problem with non-Muslims, is their lack of understanding
and lack of knowledge as to what Islam is really all about and who
the Muslims are supposed to be. I pray for them all and ask Allah
to forgive the Muslims for not showing a better picture to everyone.
"Who was responsible for converting you?"
Answer: As Muslims we believe that it is only Allah who guides
the people and whoever He guides will not be misguided and whomever
He lets go astray none will be able to guide them. As such, it means
we don't believe anyone really can "convert" someone else.
Also, we accept that all children are born in the natural state
of submission to Almighty God and as such that means they are Muslims.
Should a child die he or she would go to Heaven as they are not
responsible for what they do not understand.
"Don't you ever think about coming back to being a Christian?"
Answer: "Christian" indicates a follower of Christ. When Jesus,
peace be upon him, returns to earth in the Last Days, all the Muslims
will be obliged to follow him. But we would not call ourselves "Christians"
anymore than he would. He never called himself or his companions
"Christians." The Bible tells us they were never even called "Christians"
until Paul was preaching his message in Antioch.
"Doesn't it bother you to have left the way of peace, justice and
love for a religion of hatred, violence and oppression toward women
Answer: All the prophets, peace be upon them all, called the
people to worship Almighty God as One God and One Lord. As such,
those who did not want to submit to Almighty God would combat them
and treat them with hostilities, even unto death, as Paul had done
while still being a Pharisee. The prophets, peace be upon them all,
did encourage their followers to live in peace and deal with people
in justice and certainly love is the highest form of emotion a human
can have for another human being.
Yet at the same time, believers have to defend themselves, their
families and the religion itself, lest those who are not believers
should remove belief from the very face of the earth. Islam, like
Christianity preaches a message of peace and tolerance - to a point.
But when this is no longer possible without totally compromising
and loosing one's way of life and belief system, then there is no
alternative except to engage in open combat against those who are
combating against the believers.
Jesus called upon his followers to sell their coats and buy swords.
He explained that he did not come with peace, but rather a sword.
He and his companions were engaged in mortal combat with their enemies,
the Pharisees when one of the priests slaves had his ear cut by
the sword. Jesus then told them to put down their swords. This is
mentioned in the Bible.
The word "sword" appears over 200 times in the Bible - but even
though the Arabic language has more than a dozen words for sword,
there is not a single occurrence of any of these words anywhere
in the Quran.
Combat is ordered in the Quran, only under very specific and
limited conditions and it is nothing more than what we would today
call "The War on Terrorism." Fighting against all acts of organized
aggression, oppression, persecution and terrorism is an obligation
on all believers. But it certainly has limits and women, children,
elderly and any innocents are not to killed or injured during such
occasions. Treatment of prisoners is not to be humiliating or torture
of any kind. Even the dead of the enemy are to be buried with dignity
Now since writing my story and publishing here on the internet
many other websites have picked up this story and it had become a famous
example of how "Priest and Preachers Are
Coming to Islam."
Again, I thank you for visiting. And I thank our Christian
friend for his email. If he hadn't sent it, I probably would still not
have completed this task of putting down the story once and for all
of how my family, friends and myself all came to Islam.
Please feel free to share this story with others. You should print
it out and make copies for everyone. Give them our links, add our story
to your website or blog page, and send out emails to everyone you know.
Maybe it could make a difference for others like us, God Willing.
May Allah guide you on your journey to all truth. Ameen. And May
He open your heart and your mind to the reality of this world and the
purpose of this life, ameen.
Peace to you and Guidance from Allah the One Almighty God, Creator
and Sustainer of all that exists.
Chaplain Yusuf Estes
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