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"Priests
& Preachers Enter ISLAM?" |
Many
people ask me how a preacher or priest in Christianity can ever
go to Islam, especially considering all the negative things
that we hear about Islam and Muslims everyday. I would like
to thank everyone for their interest and offer my humble story,
God Willing.
Actually,
a very nice Christian gentleman asked me through email why and
how I left Christianity for Islam. So this is more or less a
copy of the letter that I sent back to him.
How It Happened
My
name is Yusuf Estes and I am the National Muslim Chaplain for
American Muslims, sponsored by a number of organizations here
in Washington, DC. As such, I travel around the entire world
lecturing and sharing the message of the Christ of the Quran
in Islam. We hold dialogs and discussion groups with all faiths
and enjoy the opportunity to work alongside of rabbis, ministers,
preachers and priests everywhere. Most of our work is in the
institutional area, military, universities and prisons. Primarily
our goal is to educate and communicate the correct message of
Islam and who the Muslims really are. Although Islam has grown
now to tie Christianity as the largest of religions on earth,
we see many of those who claim Islam as Muslims, that do not
correctly understand nor properly represent the message of "Peace,
Surrender and Obedience to God" (Arabic = 'Islam').
Dear
me, I am afraid that I got a bit ahead of myself, I was trying
to give a bit of background on my own personal experience to
see if it would in anyway benefit you in your ministry. This
may seem quite strange that I would offer to help you, while
we perhaps share a few different perspectives and concepts of
God, Jesus, prophethood, sin and salvation. But you see, at
one time I was in the same boat as you. Really, I was. Let me
explain.
I
was born into a very strong Christian family in the Midwest.
Our family and their ancestors not only built the churches and
schools across this land, but actually were the same ones who
came here in the first place. While I was still in elementary
we relocated in Houston, Texas in 1949 (I'm old). We attended
church regularly and I was baptized at the age of 12 in Pasadena,
Texas. As a teenager, I wanted to visit other churches to learn
more of their teachings and beliefs. The Baptists, Methodists,
Episcopalians, Charismatic movements, Nazarene, Church of Christ,
Church of God, Church of God in Christ, Full Gospel, Agape,
Catholic, Presbyterian and many more. I developed quite a thirst
for the "Gospel" or as we say; "Good News."
My research into religion did not stop with Christianity. Not
at all. Hinduism, Judaism, Buddhism, Metaphysics, native American
beliefs were all a part of my studies. Just about the only one
that I did not look into seriously was "Islam". Why?
Good question.
Anyway,
I became very interested in different types of music, especially
Gospel and Classical. Because my whole family was religious
and musical it followed that I too would begin my studies in
both areas. All this set me for the logical position of Music
Minister in many of the churches that I became affiliated with
over the years. I started teaching keyboard instruments in 1960
and by 1963 owned my own studios in Laurel, Maryland, called
"Estes Music Studios."
Over
the next 30 years my father and I worked together in many business
projects. We had entertainment programs, shows and attractions.
We opened piano and organ stores all the way from Texas and
Oklahoma to Florida. I made millions of dollars in those years,
but could not find the peace of mind that can only come through
knowing the truth and finding the real plan of salvation. I'm
sure you have asked yourself the question; "Why did God
create me?" or "What is it that God wants me to do?"
or "Exactly who is God, anyway?" "Why do we believe
in 'original sin?" and "Why would the sons of Adam
be forced to accept his 'sins' and then as a result be punished
forever. But if you asked anyone these questions, they would
probably tell you that you have to believe without asking, or
that it is a 'mystery' and you shouldn't ask.
And
then there is the concept of the 'Trinity.' If I would ask preachers
or ministers to give me some sort of an idea how 'one' could
figure out to become 'three' or how God Himself, Who can do
anything He Wills to do, cannot just forgive people's sins,
but rather and had to become a man, come down on earth, be a
human, and then take on the sins of all people. Keeping in mind
that all along He is still God of the whole universe and does
as He Wills to do, both in and outside of the universe as we
know it.
Then
one day in 1991, I came to know that the Muslims believed in
the Bible.
I was shocked. How could this be? But that's not all, they believe
in Jesus as:
*
a true messenger of God;
* prophet of God;
* miracle birth without human intervention;
* he was the 'Christ' or Messiah as predicted in the Bible;
* he is with God now and most important;
* He will be coming back in the Last Days to lead the believers
against the 'Antichrist.'
This
was too much for me. Especially since the evangelists that we
used to travel around with all hated Muslims and Islam very
much. They even said things that were not true to make people
afraid of Islam. So, why would I want anything to do with these
people?
My
father was very active in supporting church work, especially
church school programs. He became and ordained minister in the
1970s. He and his wife (my stepmother) knew many of the TV evangelists
and preachers and even visited Oral Roberts and helped in the
building of the "Prayer Tower" in Tulsa, OK. They
also were strong supporters of Jimmy Swaggart, Jim and Tammy
Fae Bakker, Jerry Fallwell, John Haggi and the biggest enemy
to Islam in America, Pat Robertson.
Dad
and his wife worked together and were most active in recording
"Praise" tapes and distributing them for free to people
in retirement homes, hospitals and homes for the elderly. And
then in 1991 he began doing business with a man from Egypt and
told me that he wanted me to meet him. This idea appealed to
me when I thought about the idea of having an international
flavor. You know, the pyramids, sphinx, Nile River and all that.
Then my father mentioned that this man was a 'Moslem.'
I
couldn't believe my ears.
A 'Moslem?'
No way!
I
reminded my dad of the various different things that we had
heard about these people, how they are
| Terrorists;
hijackers; kidnappers; bombers and who knows what else? |
No!
I did not want to meet this 'Moslem' man. No way!
My father insisted
that I meet him and reassured me that he was a very nice person.
So, I gave in and agreed to the meeting.
But on my terms.
I agreed to meet him on a Sunday after church so we would be all
prayed up and in good standing with the Lord. I would be carrying
my Bible under my arm as usual. I would have my big shiny cross
dangling and I would have on my cap which says: "Jesus is
Lord" right across the front. My wife and two young daughters
came along and we were ready for our first encounter with the
'Moslems.'
When I came into
the shop and asked my father where the 'Moslem' was, he pointed
and said: "He's right over there."
I was confused. That couldn't be the Moslem. No way.
I'm looking for
a huge man with flowing robes and big turban on his head, a beard
half way down his shirt and eyebrows that go all the way across
his forehead.
This man had no
beard. In fact, he didn't even have any hair on his head at all.
He was very close to bald. And he was very pleasant with a warm
welcome and handshake. This didn't make sense. I thought they
are terrorists and bombers. What is this all about?
Never mind. I'll
get right to work on this guy. He needs to be 'saved' and me and
the Lord are going to do it.
So, after a quick introduction, I asked him:
"Do
you believe in God?"
He
said:
"Yes."
(Good!)
Then I said:
"Do you believe in Adam and Eve?"
He said:
"Yes."
I
said: "What about Abraham?
You believe in him and how he tried to sacrifice his son for God?"
He said:
"Yes."
Then
I asked:
"What about Moses?"
"Ten Commandments?"
"Parting the Red Sea?"
Again he said:
"Yes."
Then:
"What about the other prophets, David,
Solomon and John the Baptist?"
He said:
"Yes."
I
asked:
"Do you believe in the Bible?"
Again, he said:
"Yes."
So,
now it was time for the big question:
"Do you believe in Jesus? That he was
the Messiah (Christ) of God?"
Again the said:
"Yes."
Well
now:
"This was going to be easier than I
had thought."
He was just about ready to be baptized
only he didn't know it.
And I was just the one to do it, too.
I
was winning souls to the Lord day after day and this would be
a big achievement for me, to catch one of these 'Moslems' and
'convert' him to Christianity.
I asked him if he liked tea and
he said he did. So off we went to a little shop in the mall to
sit and talk about my favorite subject: Beliefs.
While we sat in that little coffee
shop for hours talking (I did most of the talking) I came to know
that he was very nice, quiet and even a bit shy. He listened attentively
to every word that I had to say and did not interrupt even one
time. I liked this man's way and thought that he had definite
potential to become a good Christian.
Little did I know the course of
events about to unravel in front of my eyes.
First of all, I agreed with my
father that we should do business with this man and even encouraged
the idea of him traveling along with me on my business trips across
the northern part of Texas. Day after day we would ride together
and discuss various issues pertaining to different beliefs that
people have. And along the way, I could of course interject some
of my favorite radio programs of worship and praise to help bring
the message to this poor individual. We talked about the concept
of God; the meaning of life; the purpose of creation; the prophets
and their mission and how God reveals His Will to mankind. We
also shared a lot of personal experiences and ideas as well.
One day I came to know that my
friend Mohamed was going to move out of the home he have been
sharing with a friend of his and was going to be living in the
mosque for a time. I went to my dad and asked him if we could
invite Mohamed to come out to our big home in the country and
stay there with us. After all, he could share some of the work
and some expenses and he would be right there when we were ready
to go to out traveling around. My father agreed and Mohamed moved
in.
Of course I still would find time
to visit my fellow preachers and evangelists around the state
of Texas. One of them lived on the Texas -- Mexico border and
another lived near lived Oklahoma border. One preacher liked to
a huge wooden cross that was bigger than a car. He would carry
it over his shoulder and drag the bottom on the ground and go
down the road or freeway hauling these two beams formed in the
shape of a cross. People would stop their cars and come over to
him and ask him what was going on and he would give them pamphlets
and booklets on Christianity.
One day my friend with the cross
had a heart attack and had to go to the Veterans Hospital where
he stayed for quite a long while. I used to visit him in the hospital
several times a week and I would take Mohamed with me with the
hopes that we could all share together in the subject of beliefs
and religions. My friend was not very impressed and it was obvious
that he did not want to know anything about Islam. Then one day
a man who was sharing the room with my friend came rolling into
the room in his wheelchair. I went to him and asked him his name
and he said that it didn't matter and when I asked him where he
was from he said he was from the planet Jupiter. I thought about
what he said and then began to wonder if I was in the cardiac
ward or the mental ward.
I knew the man was lonely and
depressed and needed someone in his life. So, I began to 'witness'
to him about the Lord. I read to him out of the book of Jonah
in the Old Testament. I shared the story of the prophet Jonah
who had been sent by the Lord to call his people to the correct
way. Jonah had left his people and escaped by boat to leave his
city and head out to sea. A storm came up and the ship almost
capsized and the people on board threw Jonah over the side of
the ship. A whale came up to the surface and grabbed Jonah, swallowed
him and then went down to the bottom of the sea, where he stayed
for 3 days and 3 nights. Yet because of God's Mercy, He caused
the whale to rise to the surface and then spit Jonah out to return
back home safely to his city of Nineveh. And the idea was that
we can't really run away from our problems because we always know
what we have done. And what is more, God also always knows what
we have done.
After sharing this story with
the man in the wheel chair, he looked up and me and apologized.
He told me he was sorry for his rude behavior and that he had
experienced some real serious problems recently. Then he said
that he wanted to confess something to me. And I said that I was
not a Catholic priest and I don't handle confessions. He replied
back to me that he knew that. In fact, he said: "I am a Catholic
priest."
I was shocked. Here I had been trying to preach Christianity to
a priest. What in the world was happening here?
The priest began to share his
story of being a missionary for the church for over 12 years to
south and Central America and Mexico and even in New York's 'Hell's
Kitchen.' When he was released from the hospital he needed a place
to go to recover and rather than let him go to stay with a Catholic
family, I told my dad that we should invite him to come out and
live with us in the country along with our families and Mohamed.
It was agreed by all that he would so, he moved out right away.
During the trip out to our home,
I talked with the priest about some of the concepts of beliefs
in Islam and to my surprise he agreed and then shared even more
about this with me. I was shocked when he told me that Catholic
priests actually study Islam and some even carry doctors degrees
in this subject. This was all very enlightening to me. But there
was still a lot more to come.
After settling in, we all began
to gather around the kitchen table after dinner every night to
discuss religion. My father would bring his King James Version
of the Bible, I would bring out my Revised Standard Version of
the Bible, my wife had another version of the Bible (maybe something
like Jimmy Swaggart's 'Good News For Modern Man." The priest
of course, had the Catholic Bible which has 7 more books in it
that the Protestant Bible. So we spent more time talking about
which Bible was the right one or the most correct one, than we
did trying to convince Mohamed about becoming a Christian.
At one point I recall asking him
about the Quran and how many versions of it there were in the
last 1,400 years. He told me that there was only ONE QURAN. And
that it had never been changed. Yet he let me know that the Quran
had been memorized by hundreds of thousands of people, in it's
entirety and were scattered about the earth in many different
countries. Over the centuries since the Quran was revealed millions
have memorized it completely and have taught it to others who
have memorized it completely, from cover to cover, letter perfect
without mistakes.
This did not seem possible to
me. After all, the original languages of the Bible have all been
dead languages for centuries and the documents themselves have
been lost in their originals for hundreds and thousands of years.
So, how could it be that something like this could be so easy
to preserve and to recite from cover to cover.
Anyway, one day the priest asked
the Mohamed if he might accompany him to the mosque to see what
it was like there. They came back talking about their experience
there and we could not wait to ask the priest what it was like
and what all types of ceremonies they performed. He said they
didn't really 'do' anything. They just came and prayed and left.
I said: "They left? Without any speeches or singing?"
He said that was right.
A few more days went by and the
Catholic priest asked Mohamed if he might join him again for a
trip to the mosque which they did. But this time it was different.
They did not come back for a very long time. It became dark and
we worried that something might have happened to them. Finally
they arrived and when they came in the door I immediately recognized
Mohamed, but who was this alongside of him? Someone wearing a
white robe and a white cap. Hold on a minute! It was the priest.
I said to him: "Pete? -- Did you become a 'Moslem?'
He said that he had entered into Islam that very day. THE PRIEST
BECAME A MUSLIM!! What next? (You'll see).
So, I went upstairs to think things
over a bit and began to talk to my wife about the whole subject.
She then told me that she too was going to enter into Islam, because
she knew it was the truth. I was really shocked now. I went downstairs
and woke up Mohamed and asked him to come outside with me for
a discussion. We walked and talked that whole night through. By
the time he was ready to pray Fajr (the morning prayer of the
Muslims) I knew that the truth had come at last and now it was
up to me to do my part. I went out back behind my father's house
and found an old piece of plywood lying under an overhang and
right there I put my head down on the ground facing the direction
that the Muslims pray five times a day.
Now then in that position, with
my body stretched out on the plywood and my head on the ground,
I asked: "O God. If you are there, guide me, guide me."
And then after a while I raised up my head and I noticed something.
No, I didn't see birds or angels coming out of the sky nor did
I hear voices or music, nor did I see bright lights and flashes.
What I did notice was a change inside of me. I was aware now more
than ever before that it was time for me to stop lying and cheating
and doing sneaky business deals. It was time that I really work
at being an honest and upright man. I knew now what I had to do.
So I went upstairs and took a shower with the distinct idea that
I was 'washing' away the sinful old person that I had become over
the years. And I was now coming into a new, fresh life. A life
based on truth and proof.
Around 11:00 A.M. that morning,
I stood before two witnesses, one the ex-priest, formerly known
as Father Peter Jacobs, and the other Mohamed Abel Rehman and
announced my 'shahadah' (open testimony to the Oneness of God
and the prophethood of Muhammad, peace be upon him).
A few minutes later, my wife follow
along and gave the same testimony. But hers was in front of 3
witnesses (me being the third).
My father was a bit more reserved
on the subject and waited a few more months before he made his
shahadah (public testimony). But he did finally commit to Islam
and began offering prayers right along with me and the other Muslims
in the local masjid (mosque).
The children were taken out of
the Christian school and placed in Muslim schools. And now ten
years later, they are memorizing much of the Quran and the teachings
of Islam.
My father's wife was the last
of all to acknowledge that Jesus could not be a son of God and
that he must have been a mighty prophet of God, but not God.
Now stop and think. A whole entire household of people from varying
backgrounds and ethnic groups coming together in truth to learn
how to know and worship the Creator and Sustainer of the Universe.
Think. A Catholic priest. A minister of music and preacher. An
ordained minister and builder of Christian schools. And they all
come into Islam! Only by His Mercy were we all guided to see the
real truth of Islam without any blinders on their eyes any longer.
If I were to stop right here,
I'm sure that you would have to admit that at least, this is an
amazing story, right? After all, three religious leaders of three
separate denominations all going into one very opposite belief
at the same time and then soon after the rest of the household.
But that is not all. There is
more! The same year, while I was in Grand Prairie, Texas (near
Dallas) I met a Baptist seminary student from Tennessee named
Joe, who also came to Islam after reading the Holy Quran while
in BAPTIST SEMINARY COLLEGE!
There are others as well. I recall
the case of the Catholic priest in a college town who talked about
the good things in Islam so much that I was forced to ask him
why he didn't enter Islam. He replied: "What? And loose my
job?" - His name is Father John and there is still hope for
him yet.
More? Yes. The very next year
I met a former Catholic priest who had been a missionary for 8
years in Africa. He learned about Islam while he was there and
entered into Islam. He then changed his name to Omar and moved
to Dallas Texas.
Any more? Again, yes. Two years
later, while in San Antonio, Texas I was introduced to a former
Arch Bishop of the Orthodox Church of Russia who learned about
Islam and gave up his position to enter Islam.
And since my own entrance into
Islam and becoming a chaplain to the Muslims throughout the country
and around the world, I have encountered many more individuals
who were leaders, teachers and scholars in other religions who
learned about Islam and entered into it. They came from Hindus,
Jews, Catholics, Protestants, Jehovah's Witnesses, Greek and Russian
Orthodox, Coptic Christians from Egypt, non-denominational churches
and even scientists who had been atheists.
Why? Good question.
May I suggest to the seeker of truth do the following NINE STEPS
to purification of the mind:
1.)
Clean their mind, their heart and their soul real good.
2.) Clear away all the prejudices and biases
3.) Read a good translation of the meaning of the Holy Quran in
a language that they can understand
best.
4.) Take some time.
5.) Read and reflect.
6.) Think and pray.
7.) And keep on asking the One who created you in the first place,
to guide you to the truth.
8.) Keep this up for a few months. And be regular in it.
9.) Above all, do not let others who are poisoned in their thinking
influence you while your are
in this state of "rebirth of the soul."
The rest is between you and the
Almighty Lord of the Universe. If you truly love Him, then He
already Knows it and He will deal with each of us according to
our hearts.
So, now you have the introduction
to the story of my coming into Islam and becoming Muslim. There
is more on the Internet about this story and there are more pictures
there as well. Please take the time to visit it and then please
take the time to email me and let us come together to share in
all truths based on proofs for understanding our origins and our
purpose and goals in this life and the Next Life.
And once again I thank you for
your email today. If you hadn't sent it, I probably would still
not have completed this task of putting down the story once and
for all of how "Priest and Preachers Are Coming to Islam."
May Allah guide you on your journey
to all truth. Ameen. And May He open your heart and your mind
to the reality of this world and the purpose of this life, ameen.
Peace to you and Guidance from
Allah the One Almighty God, Creator and Sustainer of all that
exists.
Your friend,
Yusuf Estes
Chaplain Yusuf Estes
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